Just recently, I received my 11 year chip and by the Grace of G-d, I have a loving family, successful business and transformed my life out of pain & chaos to beyond my wildest dreams.

With that being said, it has come to my attention that over the years, since I got hooked on pain pills twice, after agonizing injury & surgeries, and I periodically smoked marijuana and even had an Rx card to treat depression, that I should give back all my chips, that since I ingested drugs, that I am not sober from alcohol. 

I know that if I give up my time, it could be a setup for relapse into actual alcohol, which would kill me quickly.

Any advice (and please don't say, ask your Sponsor, since he is the one that total me that the last time I did a drug would be my sobriety date.

Please help,

Confused in Vegas