Question 1. YES Question 2. I downplay my Spiritual Growth when I go backward in my head. When I allow my negative thoughts to rule over my mind. When I allow other peole to beat me up and make me feel less than who God made me to be. I still have a tendency to feel worthless at times. Even being a Recovered drunk and a Christian I have struggles with people pleasing. When I try to figure out the things that are wrong with me or the world or my Son, family, husband, worries in general. What that means to me is to Pray alone or with someone, put on my armour, talk to another drunk, then God usually will lead me to the next step. Question 3. Humility, Not allowing myself to get to (Halt)Hungry, angry, lonely, tired. If one or all are out of sinc I am in trouble. Quetion 4. Everyday I am Sober is a Blessing. Having me a Born- again Child of God selfish, sellf-centered, self-seeking, greedy, jealous, covetous DRUNK now living to PLEASE GOD and HELP OTHERS instead of myself is the PROGRAM. I am not always great at it, sometimes I even fall down, but what a joy it is to know that OUR HEAVENLY FATHER has healed me, "The LOOk AT ME DRUNK" to be a useful member of Society. Praises to God for all of you involved in this Ministry. Love, Blessed