I am a survivor of exual abuse at the hands of my parents. I took my dads rape of me as love. I have explored my sexuality via on-line phone hookups with men. I am male. I have discovered rape was not love and the thought of being gay is disgusting to me. my girlfriend found ot what I was doing and thinks I'm a sicko she wants to dump me. I also used these phone conversations as a way o vent anger. AM I a perpertrator. many conversations were instigated by me. I'd get my "partner' all worked up then I'd hang up. any thoughts
hotrod said
Dec 21, 2013
Hi
I do think a good therapist would be best person to help you explore this question Good Luck
johnnyb said
Dec 21, 2013
I STARTED SEEING ONE LAST WEEK AND HE SAID IT'S NOT UNUSUAL.I WILL EXPLORE FURTHER IF IM STILL IN AREA
hotrod said
Dec 22, 2013
Good work
Take care of yourself so you can enjoy your preious life.
I am a survivor of exual abuse at the hands of my parents. I took my dads rape of me as love. I have explored my sexuality via on-line phone hookups with men. I am male. I have discovered rape was not love and the thought of being gay is disgusting to me. my girlfriend found ot what I was doing and thinks I'm a sicko she wants to dump me. I also used these phone conversations as a way o vent anger. AM I a perpertrator. many conversations were instigated by me. I'd get my "partner' all worked up then I'd hang up. any thoughts
I do think a good therapist would be best person to help you explore this question Good Luck
I STARTED SEEING ONE LAST WEEK AND HE SAID IT'S NOT UNUSUAL.I WILL EXPLORE FURTHER IF IM STILL IN AREA
Good work
Take care of yourself so you can enjoy your preious life.