Ok just wanna vent! Now that I am here I just fell flat. I have been working the steps, stuck now on 8 and 9. I still struggle with accepting some responsibility for my AH drinking. I was angry this morning when he came home, so drunk passed out, has been awhile since that has happened, and he went out with my son, double wammy, I am angry with my son. Oh the tangled web we weave, when we hand on, get resentful, and angry and on and on. Just trying to cope with the emotions. I am so tired too, being awake for many hours, had about 2 hrs sleep. then full day, he always seems to search for how to throw a wrench into my life and chaos when I have something important to do. Ah well back to work with steps, they do work when I work them!