((((jenn)))  none of us are predestined to be addicted  actively to drugs or alcohol.  you are stronger than you think..  and if you decide  you can overcome any addiction in your life.  there are many things we do in life that we do not like.. or people that we know are not good for us to be around.   just as we deicde to let go of those that are not a positive influence   so can we do that of drugs an alcohol.  it takes hope and faith in tomorrows ... and  if we can stand up   *Just For Today*   and say   no more...   then as time  as days come to us.. we can  each day  say   i want to live and i dont want anything    that i have choice.. to ingest...   to be what controls me.   you can do it!   get to a meeting and  keep going to a meeting...  it will make a difference in you.     instead of crack... or pot ... or alcohol.. ...  make 30 days of AA or NA or Alanon meetings... let them become   be   your addiction.   what have you got to loose?... it is only to make you stronger and overcome this.  nothing else.


  you can do it!  
proof?....   the proof is  in the #'s of  those  that   ...so many others that have overcome the addictions that we're faced with .. in this world.  

there is something better for you..   time will show you. Support is there ...  reach out.. ask for it.  like you have here!  There is an 800# for your choice of support group you would like to go to....sit in on. 

do this for you.. .  your so worth it  and much more!
you will find it strength in others and then in yourself.... it will come. keep the faith and  keep your hands off  the drugs and your body    away from those   people   that may call you friend that are using.  they are not your friends.. you are their  $$  or means to obtain or do more drugs.  you will see that clearly in time too.  

get around people that believe in you and want to support you thru this.


so glad you found MIP!    You are not alone!

Not alone....   Get to a Meeting!!!  you will be glad in the longrun  you did.